Im feeling down now... i donno why i feels diz way... i miss all those day....the tyme i just noe him.. but now seem to be change..i donno y... y people cant accept me seadanye...cant understand me...cant understand wat i want... he seem like putting blame on me....he ask me to change...die suruh aku berubah... berubah dengan perangai aku yang suke diam kan diri wen i have a problem... aku ade problem kadang2 becoz of him but i juz kept quiet n keep to myself coz i dont want to hurt him... die buat aku sakit hati, aku diam...sbab, aku tak nk die pulak yang sakit hati, kecik ati... to me is better im kept quiet den i burst it out... aku malas nk bertekak...im tired!!! Bile aku diam, he start to say "i taknk gadoh ngn u"...tak nk gadoh?? sape pulak yang nk gadoh....aku diam je pon salah? nk gadoh? die tak penah nk paham aku...he cant really understand me...tapi bile aku cakap die tak paham aku...die tak terima... so ape lagi aku ley buat..diam je la yang aku mampu.. Semalam yang betul2 buat aku sedey n kecewe die mati2 suruh aku berubah...n he say "i tak suke ngn perangai u! i nk u berubah" die cakap mcm 2....mcm perangai aku ni buruk sangat...mcm aku ni kaki jantan,kaki club etc... and i can feels dat he will be giving up on me... haiz.. i juz can pray wat its good for me....ape2 yang akan berlaku..aku hanya pasrah saje...haiz
MaWaR JuNioR
9:19 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
THE WEDDING DAY!!!! 031009!!!
MaWaR JuNioR
7:54 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
On 26 September 2009 Kunjung mengunjung....hehe!!
MaWaR JuNioR
8:12 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!! Zana ingin menyusun 20 jari jemari Meminta ampun dan maaf... sekiranye ada salah silap harap dimaafkan....hehe
Hari raye Pertama...20september2009 Lets the pix do the talk....huhu!!!
MaWaR JuNioR
2:39 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
Hey huhu!! sori the late updating my blog lol.. been busy n busy nowdays...busy for the preparation for Hari raya...hehe btw i have done my hair...tapi tak sempat nk upload gambar dei! For the whole 1 month many things has happen... i will update soon..but now i juz want to talk about yesterday scene... CHEH2!! mcm belakon la pulak ade scene2...haha!! WAT EVER! Before yesterday, my uncle has plan to go karaoke...!!!haha!! at first i feel lyke lazy to go..becoz he want to meet us at 10pm..mangkok! aku da la nk keje pagi den i have to relief toa payoh....aiyaa.. so My uncle Sham decided to mit at 8.30pm.... After my break fasting, i go out,mit My cuzzin, faezah at payar lebar MRT station den we walk to grandlink the place that i use to go...huhu!!ape lagi KARAOKE!! while walking, uncle Sham called faezah, he said he have reached the place... hahahaha!! sampai je kat sane, the first question from him.. "ni tempat die??" "Bnyak ey mat rep??" YEAH of coz tempat buget sini je la kan...hehe den wait for awhile.. wait for Abg Yus and tunangnye... so we go in around 9.15pm...uncle booked for 3hrs...fuuuyyyooohh!! tkpe die belanje...tempat murah je... kite melalak lah sampai 3jam...tapi nyanyi setgh2, main2 je haha!! keke gilernye...kecoh! Tapi fun la layan kan dorg...diz is our first tyme go out wif them n my brader.... Around 11.45pm my brader come n join us...becoz he from his work place.. nasib baik abg aku datang.... ade transport aku nk balik..hehe!! And wat the SHOCK!! for my first tyme aku dgr abg ku nyanyi....hahahahaa!!! no comment! keke gilernye... macam2 style dorg nyanyi..haha!! yang 1 mcm nk mengaji, yg 1 mcm lenggok india, yang 1 macam nk meneran..haha!! We end at 12.15pm...n home sweet home... my uncle send my cuzzin, my abg sedare send his tunang, n i went home wif my brader... org ingat kite ni couple2..padahal family..haha!! wen i reached my void deck, nk turun motor... Aku jatoh beb! terduduk!! alamak asyik jatoh aku naik motor abg aku..haha!! da kene marah kan..haha!! Alah ape aku heran, yang penting aku da sampai umah.. is tyme 2 SLEEP LOL!! haha but before dat i need to called my boifie!!hehe... Sblom tdo nk kene dgr suare die dulu..haha!! maklum la die kan story teller...hehe opppss! sori darling! LUVE U DARLINNG!!!!
MaWaR JuNioR
11:40 AM
Friday, September 4, 2009
Problem is all around me.... i cant run away from all diz...haiz nobody will noe how i feel... people can see im happy, im laughing...but they dont noe how sad i feel inside... the person who really noe how i feel...how deep i kept inside..but she still can find out.... But wat ever it is diz is life...every moves may have a problem.. no special in life... im confused wif my life now... dont noe which path shud i go..which 1 is good n which 1 is bad.. im afraid dat i had choose the wrong path.. Walau macam mane pun Kehidupan harus diteruskan... ini lah ujian bagiku.. haiz... All my gerls frens has made their own moves... busy wif their life... i juz miss the days that we alwayz "lepak" together our laugh n jokes..
MaWaR JuNioR
8:45 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Things change very fast... And i donno wat wud happen in the future....haiz....
